First Blog Vibes
Do you ever experience the feeling of wanting to jump out of your skin? If so, how did it feel to you? What was your experience? For the past 6 months, I’ve had this intense feeling. It’s weird! Initially when jumping out of my skin, it feels extremely painful! Like excruciating! But after that, it feels SO GOOD!!! Like amazingly good!
My name is Courtney Morgan Mierez aka Morgan Divine and I’m currently in the process of breaking the skin. For the last 30 years of my life, I’ve lived, existed, and operated under Courtney’s wants and needs.....until Morgan Divine decided to make her presence known.
2018 was a rough ass year for me! I lost my favorite Aunt to cancer. I had a rocky relationship while trying to build a business with my partner. I took on a demanding, yet rewarding promotion to excel my hospitality career. I was trying to find myself in the midst of all of this! Yet, I couldn’t find myself because I was so concerned with the inputs and judgements of everyone around me.
Don’t get me wrong! I appreciate and value the inputs, opinions, and advice of my friends and family members. I just made the decision to solely consider those opinions, rather than run wild with those opinions. Huge difference and I have to say, I’ve never felt better.
At this moment in time, I feel like I’ve been dropped off at a playground! I’m alone on this playground, I was just dropped off by whoever and I’m literally just sitting here with so many emotions. I’m super excited because I have this free reign to do whatever I see fit. But, I’m also super afraid because this place is new to me. I don’t know which way to go and what to do first. Am I making a mistake by hopping on the swings first or should I hop on the slide and ride until my butt burns? I have no fucking clue! But I do know that this playground is mine for the taking. It’s mine to explore and mine to inhabit. Sorta feels like I’ve jumped out of my skin (as mentioned before).
“Live, Darling, LIVE!“ - Mildred Lemle
My blog is a glimpse into my journey to finding my true self and letting Morgan Divine take the reins as she rightfully should. Ever since I was a child, I’ve wanted to give and provide to others. I invite you along for this ride because I feel that many women of color can and will benefit from me sharing my story.
Welcome and enjoy the ride!
Morgan Divine ✨💜✨
